"Life is constantly providing us with new funds, new resources,
even when we are reduced to immobility."
—Henry Miller (Taken from Instant Health and Happiness Boosters)
"Wherever you are is the entry point."
The Poet, Kabir (Taken from Transitions by Julia Cameron)
"Focus on the journey, not the destination.
Joy is found not in finishing an activity, but in doing it."
—Greg Anderson, cancer survivor
If you're having trouble writing your portfolio, try writing about how you FEEL about writing your portfolio. Maybe there's something holding you back that has nothing to do with your portfolio, or maybe there's some part of the process that you need help with. That's OK.
I sometimes discover that it's just one part of a project that I'm dreading, so if I can work on something else, I'm still moving toward my goal and enjoying the process more. When I was in the sixth grade my mother typed my report on ancient Greece. To my teacher, the important thing wasn't the presentation of the material, but how I put my thoughts together. Yes, form is important, but your portfolio isn't a typing test.
Remember, one page a day or one image prepped and inserted into your document is one more step towards the end. Focus on the part of the portfolio process that you love and you'll be moving along again.
No one said it would be easy, but it WILL BE worthwhile.
Gail Hernandez, Gold-Level CTSM
(aka The Trade Show Maven)
"We develop commitment to whatever we've spent time on:
the more time, the stronger the commitment."
—Nancy Anderson, Work with Passion
"You must do the thing you think you cannot do."
—Eleanor Roosevelt
"We were put here to be an influence and to add to other people's lives."
—The Journey to Spiritual Maturity
"By merely setting out, there is always something bigger,
better, and more life-giving to be found."
—The Road Back to Yourself
Starting your CTSM portfolio isn't about the portfolio, it's about celebrating you.
You work hard every day to deliver effective events, and this is your time to take a moment to reflect on how much you've accomplished. The event you've chosen to base your portfolio on is one of many of your accomplishments and you should celebrate.
Why don't you set aside 30 minutes, just 30 minutes, grab a cup of tea or coffee, and write down some of your thoughts? Try starting with your summary and work backwards! After all, you know the ending.
"Everybody has won and all must have prizes."
—The Dodo, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland
Sixteen years ago I earned my CTSM certification; the first woman to do so. It was one of the proudest days of my life.
I remember how much fun I had working with my account manager and the designer at the exhibit house to pull samples of laminate and carpet and to create little images of the signs I used in my booth. This was before the age of electronic portfolios. My portfolio was and still is, a green three-ring binder about an inch and a half thick with pages typed using Powerpoint because I didn't know how to use Word!
I spent weeks collecting the information to put in my portfolio, but wrote almost all of it in one weekend.
You can finish up your portfolio in no time, too, if you approach it with an attitude of expectation and joy.
The next time you think about your CTSM portfolio, instead of thinking of it with dread, consider the joy you'll take from crafting a beautiful representation of one of your favorite or most successful events. Your CTSM portfolio is just like one big post-show report, and you know all about the event. Get your thoughts flowing and the rest will follow.
Gail Hernandez, Gold-Level CTSM (1st woman to earn certification, 1994)